Porn filling the gaps

The background picture is Cloud porn by Karen on Flickr.
The background picture is Cloud porn by Karen on Flickr.

I was landing from a beautiful LSD experience when I was sitting in the loft of the barn, doors open, my legs hanging out, smoking a joint, looking out over the summer landscape. All of a sudden I saw a rip in the fabric of reality. A huge chunk of the sky was missing. The illusion of reality was ripped open.

Normally we fill those gaps with whatever we expect to be there, but now my brain was mixing the signals, so instead of filling the gap with clear blue sky and fluffy clouds, it was filling the gap with hard core porn. My brain could have filled the space with cute puppies, battling knights or a luscious meadow, but instead it found porn.

That was my first realization that I had a problem having to do with sex. If my brain is so filled with porn that it will fill rips in the fabric of reality with it, I am watching way too much porn. If my brain will fill a visible rip with porn, what in my perception of reality is being filled with porn without me noticing?

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